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Oh. Sorry that my blog report is late I am sick and keep taking naps and it's horrible. Not feeling good at all. Throughout PE I don't think I have ever missed fitness at all now that I think about it. I really hate fitness there are days were I'm like "oh yeah" I'm too lazy "lets do this!" Sort of thing but otherwise no it's not my style. I like bike riding in summer that's how I keep my shape because I enjoy it I do it frequently. Am I suppose to add a letter grade? If so a B I don't think my attitude is very high that others will look at me and say "I want to be just like her". People most likely say "oh her yeah she's loud and bossy and rude and stuff". I hear you alllllll. But that's fine by me. I wasn't meant to be your cup of tea but you're In front of me don't expect sympathy. I don't do it for my friends why should I do it for you. I don't put photographic pictures of my laps because I really hate carrying my phone when running. It's small but it adds so much more weight. I memorize my timings in my brain so I can actually DO THE MATH for it and feel smarter. Like who wants to look at their ugly screen phone on a beautiful day. Nopeeeee. Anyways I don't fully participate in PE but I always try even when I'm sick. I refused to do the beep test but I ended up doing it anyways and it was the same day Hazelle actually wanted to do fitness. Sadly she got a lower mark then me. But the only reason I knew my fitness grew was because every beep test I would drop out around 7.6 saying "ah no more I can keep going but it's a hassle" but this time I dropped out at 8.3 even though I had pulled a thigh muscle and wasn't feeling good. Then I though to myself like "damn I actually did it. I made it past 8" I got happy about it. Now my next goal is to make it to 9 and slowly go higher and higher.  I think that sums it up. Not liking something doesn't mean I can't do it I guess. (My self motivation talk).